From the earliest memories of my childhood, even as a little boy, the challenges I faced in my life overwhelmed me. The circumstances of my life seemed to get more and more dramatic and problematic each passing day. I felt alone and afraid. I had no one in my life to turn to for help. I knew within myself that I could never disclose the way that I felt to anyone, ever. In the pits of despair, as my life situation became more and more desperate, something inside of me encouraged me to reach out to God. I was introduced to God, Jesus and The Holy Spirit, years earlier when my parents took me to church and Sunday School. I wasn’t sure if God was real or not. He seemed to be so far away, so distant from me. I wondered if He was just an imagined story, a fable. At times I could feel something inside of me and around me. Was the sensation I was feeling real or just my imagination.? How could I know?
Through the amazing experiences and coincidences that continually showed up in my life, it became very clear to me there was something bigger than myself going on in my life. Given the difficulties that continued to show up in my life, I felt I had nowhere else to turn. I had nothing to lose. What if God really did exist? Could I possibly get help and support from Him? The first part of our book “The Divine Mystery Revealed-A Book of Answers,” tells the amazing story of how Divinity intervened directly through my life experiences and became a real Presence in my life.
As I became more and more aware of spiritual influences around me I began a dialogue with God within my mind as intuitive communications. I believed that a higher spiritual power was in union with me and communicating to me. This Loving Presence understood and cared for me without judgment or condemnation. I felt certain that God heard me and saw all that I was going through in my physical life in the world. I believed that He would never leave me nor forsake me. Do you think it is possible that the experiences, circumstances and events of my life had led me to a significant point where I would reach out to God? I know I am not unique in this, many many others have also been led to discover God’s Presence in their lives as well.
I know that I am a spiritual being having a worldly experience, in a glorious relationship with God and All That Is Divine, which is everything, including you.. I now understand that my life in the world is a great drama that I have created for myself in order to experience different aspects of the human condition for my learning and personal growth.. My physical life experience in my created world allowed me the opportunity to discover the truth about my spiritual identity and connection to God and everyone else. Know that this truth is the same for you.