Throughout my childhood and my life, I faced many serious emotional and psychological challenges in coming to terms with all of the issues that confronted me. The pressure of having to deal with my sexual orientation in a judgmental and condemning world would eventually come to a head and end up in the complete destruction of all aspects of my worldly life as I knew it. I was unaware that all that transpired in my life was all part of a master plan that would involve me in many diverse experiences and interactions with many different individuals. The course of my life would eventually lead to my discovery of my spiritual nature and my relationship to God and All That Is. Believe me when I tell you that this ultimate truth is the same for you.
As I progressed through my life in the world, I would discover that all those I met, and all that I would experience in my life, good and bad, were part of a Divine plan that I had created in collaboration with Divine influences. The course my life would take provided me with many opportunities for learning and personal growth. Doors would open and doors would close as I was gently guided through a diversity of life changing experiences. The knowledge that I gained from each of my experiences would lead me to new experiences, which acting like building blocks, slowly increased my spiritual awareness and understanding of who I was and my relationship to Divinity. As time went on, I became more and more aware of a Divine Presence around me. In the stillness and quiet deep within me, this Presence made itself known to me as It communicated to me and gently directed the path my life was to take.
As I journeyed through my life, as a result of the choices I made, I slowly underwent a complete transformation. I am not the same person today as I was yesterday. I opened the door to discovering the truth about my true identity, my worldly life and my relationship to the Source and Creator of my life. I learned that often through the suffering and challenges we chose to experience as part of our worldly lives, we are led to discover our own Divine spiritual natures as aspects of Divinity. Realizing that life is a continuum and that we are all, like God, immortal spiritual consciousness. Can you see the higher purpose in all that you have chosen to experience in your worldly life? Accept that there is a greater purpose to this great drama that you have created as your life in your physical world. Please remember, your worldly life experience has been the spiritual path that you have sought, created and chosen to experience for your learning and higher good eventually leading you to awaken to your true nature as a Child of God.